Friday, February 18, 2011

To the girl i respect , love and adore the most......

Although the above written words may sound too common but this is what
I have it for you embedded deep inside my heart and soul.

I am not actually writing something but i am trying to fit in my heart
into this 12*6 cms mailbox.
if u were to ask that why u did it? then let me tell u beforehand ,
that it can be primarily because of the 2 reasons which i can think of
:

1. I read those 2 comments which you wrote on kartik’s blog and to be
true to my soul , yes I actually felt jealous and I decided to read
that blog but after reading that blog I realized that he deserves that
sort of an appreciation but at the same time I was a bit apprehensive
about the nexus of events, like: the way you were appreciating him on
the phone last to last night , ur comments on his blog , your first
crush was for a person who speaks and writes very well(as you have
told) and you always calls me as your boyfriend but not your love (
its not your fault which I am pointing out but these are the series of
thoughts which were constantly nagging me ). So I thought of
expressing my feelings in the mail.

2. You are the kind of a girl I have ever fantasized of …. I always
wanted that sort of a girl who is true to herself , who actually loves
me in true sense , who is not a fake and off course she has to be
beautiful………..but i would be wrong if I say that  I know that I am the
boy u would have expected but I know you love me a lot in
reality…sounds paradoxical but still I will try to explain what I mean
to say, I think that u wanted that sort of a guy who is extremely
poised , has excellent reading as well as writing skills and  most
important of all he should be pure from his heart ……. I know I am pure
from my heart ( that’s y u love me so very much , THAKZZZ A LOT FOR
THAT) but I do not possess so good writing skills (like kartik or
udit) and today I am actually hating myself for not being good at
that………..so this mail can be taken as just a small effort to build my
writing skills so that even I can also impress you by my words 1 day
although I know that it will take a very long time for me to do that
but I will try , I will try and I will try ……….. and 1 day I will do
it JUST FOR MY LIFE and  MY “WOULD BE” WIFE……………………..

LOVE YOU MORE THEN EVER……………..I AM REALLY SORRY FOR ALL THOSE TIMES I
HAVE BROUGHT IN TEARS IN YOUR BEAUTIFUL  EYES……YOU ARE THE MOST
BEAUTIFUL GIRL INSIDE-OUT , I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE………..


from :
an ordinary lover who wants to do something extraordinary for his love.....